A Better 2010

It's 2.18am (California PST) January 1st, 2010

2009 has passed and here comes the new 2010

Lots of stuff happens in year 2009

it wasn't the year for me

in fact 

it was kind of sucks

things i hate the most happened

it happened in the place i'm most sensitive with - club

well reliability of everything i have heard are proven 

in 2010 i truly wish that i would reach a higher level of life myself

without having to waste time on such stuff

it's not time to deal with this though

i wish to have some improvements mentally and academically

i want a better 2010, seriously

things i do not want to remember - get lost

things i do not want to see - get lost

a new hope for a new year

promise myself to do better in 2010

bear with me,

a new and better 2010,

please

It's fucking disgusting!!

When you are in a relationship

when you have a girlfriend waiting you in Malaysia

you complained that your girlfriend does not have confidence in the relationship

and you keep asking her to take it easy cause nothing happens

but you are flirting with another girl here

maybe not 'with', as this is only from one side

you try to care the girl as if she is your girlfriend

you try to get close to her 

try to hug her 

try to have body contact with her

don't you feel guilty, and disgusting ?!! 

don't blame your girlfriend

i feel bad for your girlfriend

acting innocent

fuck that shit

it's disgusting