Tuesday, December 16, 2008

'Stucked' in Bangkok Suvarnabhumi Intl Airport

Hi guys..
I'm in Bangkok Suvarnabhumi International Airport ;D
I has not been sleeping for 24 hours ad..
yesterday,15dec i woke up at 2.30pm and it's 3.07pm(of 16Dec) now!

We are stucked here! Not because of the protest but it's because of the timing fo 2 connecting flights we are takes..
Our flight TG 426 touched down on Runway 01R at around 9.45 am just now and we have to wait until 12.55am (17Dec) to take our flight to Melbourne Tullamarine Intl Airport
but luckily we have been given a Dayroom by Thai Airways.

It's located in the airport itself at Concourse G.
We can stay insde for 12 hours and take our rest;D
but end up we are here in Terminal cause if we sleep in the 2 rooms given,
we wont be able to sleep during the 9hours flight to Melbourne tonight @@

Let's talk about tge Transit Hotel.It's named as Louis Javern if not mistaken.
The decoration of the room is nice..perhaps awesome i should say
taken a few photos but have no time to upload to here yet
and it cost 380 Bath per ppl per night..and the room can accomodate for 2 ppl..
means it costs only RM76 per night..it's worth! ;D

Okay nothing much to say..and im 'using' , or perhaps i shud say stealing the wifi signal from Qantas Business Lounge ;p

Update later in Melbourne..See yea guys ;D

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

懒人病人回来了


Flew alone to Singapore

Backed from Singapore backed to KL

Flew with friend to Hong Kong

Backed Hong Kong backed to KL

Backed from KL and finally backed to Penang~!!

Home Sweet Home=D

Went for the Penang Bridge International Marathon 2 days ago and coindicetally i met up with quite alot of familiar faces - all my ex schoolmates..hehe

at first i was running with another 2 best buddies of mine but then i decided not to chase up after they suddenly ran in zig-zag form, cutting here and there..and i was enjoying the sea breeze on the bridge in the midnight X)

and then i met that shu hong.. he was running ahead of us but then when i met him again he is ad ‘half paralyzed’ XD

he asked me to acc him and ended up we both ‘run & walk’ for the journey left..owh ya, at least we both ‘cut’ over one of my best buddies whom left me behind just now..he was shocked ..wekekke=p

and i reli dai sei..i parked my car near pulau jerejak port and i need to walk to there from the finishing point, which is the open air carpark opposite the queensbay mall..a short distance(like around 1km+) looks dammmmnnnn long for us  to walk there and i was ad half paralyzed too yet i still need to drive…owh ya..i never know that my car’s seats are so nice to sit=p

hmmm after got home i was reli sleepy enuf and i skipped my lunch..and the important thing is..i had my supper round 1am at the previous night then directly went for the marathon and only got home at 10am+..again i skipped my lunch and i sleep till evening..means i din eat for almost 18hours ad..after that i knew the consequences ad.. i went for 2 docs and i was like dead fish for 2 days..it was reli torturing==

so i swear i wont go n participate in marathon ad..err nono..i swear i will eat more next time so that i wont fall sick*a good reason to eat isn’t it* =p

*i havent transfer my 4Gb-size photos and video into computer yet..wait till i transfer into comp ad then only i write my blog about hk trip=p*懒人*

Thursday, November 6, 2008

I GOT IT!!

Hmmm these few days I online and surf around till around 4-5am ..besides chatting and also doing my 'homework' for my oncoming trip! X)
Well today, before i have my dinner, i 'saja' log in into Singapore Airlines' recruitment system to check the status of my applications. (I applied for Cadet Pilot) .
HUH!! The site looks different from the usual one! There's something written at the "Interview Section".
[[11/7/08(M/D/Y) *time* - CONFIRMED ]]
WOOAAHHH!! Yeah u guess it correctly..i get called up for interview with Singapore Airlines..Yesh=p
Well soon after 'celebrating my happiness', something appear in my mind..it's 2days more from now! WTF=p how am i going to prepare? how am i going to 'fly' myself to Singapore? How am i going to wear? how am i...how am i...
but i cant stand my happiness..i shouted loudly to my parents at downstair while rushing down too..hehe..'hey dad n mum, SIA asks me to go for interview!" Well the reply n response from them are as predicted.."Really ar? maybe there aint much ppl apply so only u will get it KUA..." == but thereafter i still can see the happiness and how exciting are them=p
well after cooling down, i check my mail again and and i got this..hehe
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Dear Mr Ong,

We refer to your application for the above position.

We would be pleased if you could present yourself for an interview at *******at the Human esource Interview Room, Level *, Lobby A, SIA Training Centre, ******,
Singapore 486852. As our offices are within protected premises, you are required
to bring along a copy of this e-mail and your Identity Card or Passport to
exchange for a visitor pass before you enter our premises.
bla bla
bla.....(still long long to go=p)


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after confirming it, it's time to work==


I book myself a flight ticket for tomorrow thru' SIA's website and this will be the first time for me to go abroad alone and also to fly alone..Exciting isn't it =D
Then I got to dig out all my things and certs..this and that..bla bla bla...== and soon we blast off for our 9.30pm dinner and rush to my dad's office and photocopy everything..hehe
Ok enough of grandmother story..nobody wanna know that..hehe


Tomorrow i gotta see a qualified doctor (optician not acceptable) for a visual acuity eye-test with and without optical aids (Snellen's Chart) and colour vision test (Ishihara) and then blast my cute little bum bum off from Penang to another island locating at the south of the Johor..hehe..Owh ya, guys pls dont call to my hp till u the day see my friendster are updated=p because i will get back to kl after interview and fly off to hk with fren for vacation^^ leave me msgs if u want to, of course with international sms rate charging you, so if u insist i wont resist k X)


So guys, wish me luck^^
Im gonna try my best this time as I've let go my first chance with AirAsia. This is a golden chance where there are lots of applicants waiting for months, and even years [no lying, i swear]. Thanks wahtever Gods that bless me..=D


I believe I can Fly, even if it's not now, one day I will =)


Regards,
Exciting Daniel =D
5.50am

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

A Good Day!

Argh~!

22-10-2008

This is a Great day..hehe..

I started my day by over-sleeping in my cozy bed and missed the 3-hour morning class..hehe

Went to yam cha with my best buddy as he over slept too cuz we both sleep really late on the previous night! haha!

After yam cha session we planned to go home ad..an idea came into mind..

*WINK*

"Eh lou sai..abo let's go airport la!"

"OK! Let's go! I follow behind you!"

Vrroooooomm..2 cars sped off and soon were on the way to airport..hehe

I brought him to another new spot which offers a closer view and a better environment.. I thought there wouldn't be much traffic movements since it was just around 2pm..but surprisingly we ad saw a Federal Express MD-11 took off right beside us before we reach our destination.. I opened my window and pointed it to him who were following behind me..hehe..That was the first to greet us~!

We reached the spot and we start our day..hehe

He complained why wasn't much traffic there?

"Be patient.."

"Ok!"

Soon..one by one..2...3...4...5..6..7...

Wow! A total number 11 aircrafts greeted us in just 2 hours time!

Some took off in dry condition(of runway), some in wet..

Some landed in dry condition(of runway), some in wet..

We had propellers' and also Jet engines'

Aircaft type ranging from ATR to McDouglas to Airbus to Boeing Big JUMBO!

I guess this is the best 'result' I've ever got after spotting for years..=D

Guess what..Royal New Zealand Air Force landed in Penang Int'l Airport..even this also greeted us! haha! This made our day and we were in the cloudnine! =D (http://www.airliners.net/photo/New-Zealand--/Boeing-757-2K2/0678154/L/)

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For those who knows aviation fields better,

we had

1 x twin engine props ( Unknown at it was too far to recognize)

1 x Brand NEW ATR-72-500 ( Firefly's)

1 x Airbus 320 (AirAsia Malaysia's)

1 x MD-11 (FedEx's)

1 x MD-82/83/90 (Lion Airlines')

2 x Boeing 737-400 ( Both are MH's)

1 x Boeing 727-800 with Winglets (CI's)

1 x Boeing 757-200 (RNZAF's)

1 x Boeing 747-200(SF) (CX Cargo's)

1 x Boeing 747-400 F/SCD (CI Cargo's)

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P/S: We did not take any photos of the aicrafts but of our cars! haha!

Some are ad in the friendster's photo album..Have a look if u want ..and he has 'booked' another spotting session with me..He is addicted! =D  

Cheers!

Dear Danny


Hey Danny..be strong be tough..just like what you told me…

and it’s always WORTHY to sacrify much for our dream =)

It’s always been a childhood dream for us isn’t it and now you got it..

Was trying to comfort you and i felt relieve for not still being awake just now..if not i would have missed it..

Anything just call me up..we are always connected..

Your best pal best cousin Daniel is always here..24hrs on call =)


Hope that you will get used to the new life there and there you go to the sky after the torturing 10 months..

Remember it’s WORTHY, more than anything, anyone=)
Good night from Malaysia to Philipines’ Subic Bay.

Do keep us updated from time to time when time allows.


And, nevertheless, Good Luck and Good Day!


You HAVE =]


Miss you much =)

贝壳

15th October 2008

不懂为何今天在短短几个小时内
在不同的口中得来众多不同的讯息
一时间有点超越负荷 不过过后就ok了
因为证实了 原来事实就是这样
原来我所知道的的确没有一丝丝的错误 =)
只不过今天的一切只是在伤口上多撒上了一些盐
但既然伤口已经够溃烂 也已经无所谓了
反正连哭都是我的错 结束一样也是我的错
我的错 是我的错 别人的错 也是我的错
反正没人错 别人对到完 只有我错到完 这样可以吧?
LOL! 哈哈!


是我的错 不是我的错 最后还是我认错
懂得说要自尊也不要爱 却要别人为爱放弃自尊
或许不懂自尊谁不要 或许不懂其实别人的自尊对别人也重要
所以有错不认错 还是我认错
(有时犯了大错认了错 却还是一样地再犯三次一样的错)
所以就算不是他错 也要他放下自尊先认错
现在他学习别人没错时千万别认错 结果这样做
还是一样被说是他的错
明确表明我没有错 不应该认错 这是人家教我的
结果被回复了一句
证实的宣布 从今以后 你和谁 我与谁 都没有错
今天才知道 不,应该是今天再次证实
原来这句已经收着好久了 巴不得快点说 呵呵!
终于有机会了 终于说了 终于人家无论怎样都没有错了 呵呵!
还年轻不想被这些帮着 哈哈
哎哟 我不是3岁小孩啊! 哈哈
自打嘴巴那一幕就快上演咯 哈哈
噢 对了 这是我的部落格 我写自己的看法 应该没有错! 呵呵!
至于那些听取片面之词 被误导的人 就随便他们吧
当然我有权力写 我有权力说
你也有权力不看 当然你也有权力不信
我会永远带着我的 最佳证人
-时间 呵呵
本来属于他的 但属于别人后 他不会再要 呵呵!
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-送上一首歌-
连哭都是我的错 - 东来东往
分手到底是不是你要的结果

给不了我太多还不准我难过

不知道是为了什么还要把你无力的爱

记得那么多怎么放手
也许上天安排你 我擦身而过

我明白和你的爱不可能会有结果

你留下泛黄的承诺

要我抱着你的双手流着泪

不准你走

说我贱我也无话可说


连哭都是我的错

在你面前还要我怎么做

我看见你们拥抱还一笑而过

沉默是我的错

连哭都是我的错

空房间独自等待着日落

爱没有进入身体已经太执着


爱你是我错 连结束也是我的错 =)


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Cant believe that I'm the Fool again .
how was i to know.
you never told me.

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钻石在灯光照耀下 完美 绚丽 高贵
灯光没了 钻石变成一颗石头
刹那间尖锐无比 随时割伤人
那时你才知道 原来钻石一样会伤人
或许没那么直接
或许间接些
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当每个人事物都有替代品时 总是好一些对吗?
沙滩上满是贝壳 看到喜欢的 当成宝贝 拿了 走了
花些时间擦亮了 不过久了 似乎不再像刚拾到时来得美 丢了
左手刚丢 右手已有所动作
或者说左手还没丢 右手已经拾起新的
因为发现新的了 喜欢 捡起了
心满意足的告诉自己 ‘这个更新,这个更好,这个更美’
许多人总有一个习惯 同时拥有许多贝壳
哪怕是手上拥有了 还是口袋已爆满了 照拿不误
反正多一个是一个 自己不吃亏最重要
随时发现不喜欢了 也可随手丢了
不必去处理它 也不必负上责任 丢掉它不是我的错
因为丢掉只是因为它 久了 不美了 厌了
和新的贝壳相比之下 旧的贝壳
真的久了 真的厌恶了 无趣了
但其他人问起为何丢掉时
却不答不出说是 贝壳不美了 久了厌恶了
呵呵
有时可恶的时 答不出还好
还乱掰乱说 让旧贝壳姓赖
还真可爱啊!!
呵呵
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附注: 以上纯属作者本身想法/言论
-如有雷同, 纯属巧合-对号入座,无限欢迎!

Monday, October 13, 2008

你怎么说?

大家看看这个部落格
一个大家看了都会大骂(心里/骂出口)的部落格
哈哈

http://ilove5.com/blog/read.php?43

我的朋友A : 如果这是我这是我女儿,我我对打她到她不敢再拿相机
我说: 我会直接杀掉她,省些力气起来
你怎么说?
LOL!

Saturday, October 11, 2008

有话想说

不懂为何
怎么最近身边的人都是那么‘乐观’ 的
还是我太悲观了?
每个都对未来对梦想充满了憧憬
把未来说得好有自信
似乎自己能主宰以后的一切一般
不是我要送上一盆冷水
冷冰冰的将它泼往他们脸上
我不想他们最后因为自己的乐观
而换来一些并非他们所期待的东西
我总把事情想到好远好远去
好的坏的通通想
但我会把坏的当作是最可能发生的结果
是我过于悲观吗?
其实我只是不想有一天
我会因为自己过高的期待
过高的期望
而把自己摔得全身伤
摔得粉身碎骨
不曾跌倒过 就不懂跌倒有多痛
我甘愿一点一点的擦伤
一点一点地复原
也不想直接受重伤
我承受不了


别把大话说在前头
别把大话说得太大声
别总是那么自以为是
别以为自己总会是最后的胜利者
你永远不懂下一秒钟
你是否就是跌得粉身碎骨的那个
那时痛的呻吟
相信也不会换来多少的同情


Friday, October 3, 2008

Dreams

It has been a month since she chose to end up the relationship
or perhaps i should say, it has been a month we reached a compromise to end our 2 years & 2 months old relationship.
I thought I was and I am letting it go slowly day by day.
I continue with my own life and I found it interesting too.
Usually, I was used to share m happiness with her whenever I did something which makes me happy,
but now I've learnt to share it with others, especially through the photos I post in Friendster.
Well, after coming back from the Apartment Stay I was totally exhausted..
But, you know what..
She appeared in my dream for 2 nights continuously
I felt kind of sweet while in dreams, but felt tortured and down once I woke up
realizing that everything is over and it is just a dream
I swear.. It was pretty sweet and it was pretty torturing too
I hatred the feeling so much yet I couldn't take the control over it over my dreams
What should I do? 
Anyways, now I'm feeling good
Be thankful of what you have =)

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Beach BBQ + Apartment Stay-30092008

Here I am to update my blog..finally le =p
Anyways, I had just finished my apartment stay and my beach bbq..
Although there were some unhappy incidents happened in between, but somehow it's considered kinda awesome for me =]

Let start with our departure..hehe
But, it may sounds like grandmother's story, but it tells u guys why we were so late yesterday!=]

I reached YuAik's house on 6.15pm, 5 mings late due to traffic jam
TengChong(TC), Alex and YuAik(YA) himself were ad waiting me with their things as i ad sms-ed them prior to my 'arrival' =p
Well, quickly all of us SQUEEZE into my little car, and OMG, my driver seat chai isn't working well!
We were forced to leave YuAik house first and were trying all the way when I drove.
Well, nothing could be done..
I was sliding towards my steering while I brake..
and I was sliding backwards 'pushing against' Teng Chong once i stepped on the accelerator@@
and this incident had cost us some precious time, as it was ad 6.30pm..
Gosh, it means traffic jam everywhere!
TC came up with an idea >> Use another car! [of his parents of cuz]
I 'drove smartly' to his house and drop them and all the luggage@@
After 5mins, TC came down with a key of his Accord..
He tried to get his accord out of the parking for me to park mine in..


Ok, done! Quickly move all our luggage to his car boot and here we go, with me at the driver seat@@
I was honoured to be the driver =p
cause TC had just passed his driving test a fortnight ago..
With some advices from his mummy, we left TC's house and we headed to Terence house to get something..I dropped TC and Alex and circling in the housing area
Again, another incident came up
One STUPID + 'BRAIN-less' Malay Uncle simple parked his BULL SH*T Kenari in the middle of the road and got down to take money from ATM
We[me, and other cars] honked continuously for almost one minute 
and here he came out slowly, opening the door and starting his engine at no rush at all!
I wasn't in a good mood and now it's even worst! 
He moved his car and parked at a carpark in front..I 'scrolled' down the window and shouted at him.."WEI! LU TAK ADA AKAL KAH?! PARK MACAM INI!!"
The word BABI came up in my mind but well it didn't come out form my mouth cause it's TC car..and I wouldn't want him to be the victim if that stupid tries to do anything..
He answered me : " You..Get lost la~"
Many cars were stucked behind me and I got to move..ish!

Pick up TC and Alex, we headed to Upper Penang Road to redeem our Premium Vodka from MoMo..
It's already 7 something when we reached there..and without wasting time, we speeded off to Batu Ferringhi..
Well, traffic jam at Kelawei Road!@@
Others were trying to rush us..but what can we do?
Even you guys were angry i know, but what can we do? Right? =]
Anyways, Peace Always Ya =D

8pm plus, finally we were stepping on the wet sandy beach looking for the other four..
Immediately we settled down and try to set up fire by ourself..
but take note, none of us were Scout before! haha!
They dug two holes on the beach while waiting for us..
At first we all were trying to set up one fire together..
but due to difference in opinion, yuaik, fu yong and I tried to set up another one..
they keep laughing at us=.=..well we succedded either! hah!
Hmmm well everything was solved after fire is set up..
no more difference in opinions..
they have a net to bbq and well i came up with my own style..
I made my own roti bakar and bbq my own sausages with yu aik them..
although it was slow, but i feel nice..haha
im the happiest in the bbq process, as what alex said=p

We spent hours to bbq over there and all of us had forgotten our seasoned chicken wings..
some ad went near to the waves and shouting & singing like mad ppl =p
well i didnt join cuz im bbq-ing and filling my empty stomach..haha
By the time they came back, it was raining! 

The downpour fell all of a sudden..boon hean threw the whole stick of chicken balls to me
all were rushing to avoid the downpour.
but i stood at there and enjoy my free chicken balls, as i knew there has no shelter in a distance of 250 meters =p
we left most of our things there and we went for the shelter..At first we ran but then we were thoroughly wet ad, so we walked slowly and singing in the rain and in high volume of sounds..then yuaik and i came back to clean the bbq spot..
at first yuaik insisted to put up the umbralla..but I robbed it form him..haha!
since we were ad wet, what for to take the umbrella..
so, we enjoyed the rain water droplets 'splashed' onto our faces and we were singing again, the song Cha Jian Er Guo..haha!
We put the newspapers into the hole with carcoal since both are biodegradble
and we packed all other things into plastic bag..then another 3 of them approached us when the rains got small..another 2 were at the shelter there with our things..

Again, we sang all the way while we quit the beach..and we met one STUPID indian reckless driver in the small lane which lead us back to the main road beside Rasa Syang Hotel..
He sped in the small lanes and we were forced to stand beside the road when we saw him..
but u know what..he stopped the car beside us and show us his middle finger!
ISH! I was insulted but yuaik and frens them advised that we should got off from this stupid place as soon as we could..ok fine..but ish! i will curse u, stupid driver..!

We seperated into two groups to minimize the attention fall on us from the receptionists of Sri Sayang Apartment..
We stayed in 10th Floor No.03..Room number was 1003
All of us took turn t bath and soon we were all in living room..readied for game, drinks and some little bit of liquor! =D
Well I controlled myself to make sure myself that i wouldn't be drunken when I need to drive later...
We played many card games..The killers and the police, the liar, and some other without knowing the names..haha
We were totally mad and laughing out as loudly as we could as if the apartment was ours! haha!
After drinking the mixing of Vodka and Orange Juice, TC and I are the 'most' drunken one..TC direclty lay on sofa, and he surrendered as he moved to bedrooms soon after tat..
We continue to have some talks and jokes..and we decided to play a 'game'..
Disturb TC who was sleeping! haha
We moved form one room to another..keep on switching the room to disturb those who wanted to sleep..hehe

There was an incident happened which only YuAik, FuYong and myself knew..
Yu Aik saw a shade running past the windows of our bedroom..
YuAik hinted me and I asked him to keep secret..only FuYong sensed something was wrong and I told him to keep secret too..Wouldn't want to bring up a chaos in the night there as it was just around 4 am..

Around 5am, we cleaned up our things and decided to check out for our breakfast..hehe
beside this, another reason for us to check out so early was that Alex broke the little desk beside the bed..haha!
After one hour, around 6 am, we checked out from the Sri Sayang and we were on the way to DimSum House..we reached there in 2 cars and after having our breakfast..some of us urging us to leave as they were ad sleepy enough while tet hien and i[two drivers] were awake enough@@

TC and I paid for the parking and we left..I dropped Alex, and then YuAik and then myself at TC's house..Phew, a safe trip as I completed my job well=]
I drove myself back to my house..and soon I were already snoozing off in my cosy bed after awake for 19 hours continuously~



Saturday, September 27, 2008

近况

Hmmm 最近感觉也来越好了,不再那么辛苦了
呵呵


不过由于懒惰照片的缘故,我的blog没什么进展
来留个脚印,脚印,还有最重要的是。。。。
www.LCorner.com
请大家捧捧场,这是全新的论坛!! =D

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

晚安

有人投诉我懒惰很少update我的部落格
对,我就是这么懒=p
这次不写多,放歌词就好 =)

我们之间闯进了贼
偷走相爱的一切
爱让我们伤痕累累
结局只留两行泪
你说决定错了无所谓
就算后悔也不要我陪
爱的平淡爱的浓烈都让你憔悴
我怎么做 你都拒绝
我来到寂寞边界
爱已失窃心在淌着血
男人的无尽伤痛都锁进黑夜
面对背叛用了解还是谅解
寂寞边界伤心人还有谁
过去的无尽伤痛都锁进黑夜
面对爱情用时间收拾破碎
寂寞边界伤心人已学会安慰


我竟然没有调头
最残忍那一刻
静静看你走
一点都不像我
原来人会变得温柔
是透澈的懂了
爱情是流动的
不由人的
何必激动着要理由
相信你只是怕伤害我
不是骗我
很爱过谁会舍得
把我的梦摇醒了
宣布幸福不会来了

用心酸微笑去原谅了
也翻越了
有昨天还是好的 但明天是自己的
开始懂了 快乐是选择=)



这是你最喜欢的绿色。
谢谢你
谢谢你的付出,你的疼爱,
你的原谅,你的包容,
以及一切的一切,
也谢谢你曾经深深地爱过我
一切也都告一段落
以后的生活里我会记得你,
也会祝福你,晚安=)

Friday, September 5, 2008

这才是分手原因

她以前在friendster总是会upload一些性感/很骚的pose的照片,我看了总是很不开心,告诉她,她说只要她高兴她觉得ok就好。好的,算了,我尝试去改变想法和接受。

过后她register facebook的户口了,但register一个星期后也完全没有和我提起,直到从她和朋友(J)的谈话中我才知道。

不是我每一样东西都要管,只是因为连friendster,一个我也有户口的地方,她也能在那儿一年内连续和两个男生搞暧昧。所以当我知道她有facebook 户口却不告诉我时,我当然会起疑心。

结果今天证实了我的疑心是对的。我和她(简称S)有两个女生朋友(C 和 J)
前几天我和她们三个出门,S和J说的东西/话题我都听不懂。我问S你们俩是在说什么男生,她笑笑说:“没有事啦”。过后去看电影,她(S)也在电影院里按sms。我当作看不见,算了,不要去想太多。

今天S,J,和C一起出门。C完全不知情说我和S已经分手两天了。C告诉我今天S还是如平常一般很开心,毫无伤心等的表现。最后C告诉我说,S和J最近都很‘疯’facebook。她们好像是各自认识了一个男生。S也已经和那个她认识的男生sms了一阵子。S甚至会和J分享她们sms的内容。C也说,只要S和J一遇到就会讨论这个话题。

终于我懂了。分手的原因不是什么,而是已经变心了。也或许她这么快和我分手,把我们俩的事情settle好,这样她就不会背负一脚踏两船,搞暧昧,出轨等的罪名吧。终于我都懂了。 

这是你第四次出轨。

第一次,你说你看到你 ex的影子所以出轨了,甚至和我分手。过后你和我道歉,保证不会有下一次,要求我原谅,我原谅了你

第二次我出手,及时阻止了你。你和我道歉,说我才是最好最爱你的。我相信你,我原谅了你。

第三次,我也及时出手,否则你早一远去。

第四次,你依然死性不改,甚至把我蒙在鼓里。我对你彻底失望,心凉。我不会再去想你,你已经不值得我为你做任何东西,包括花几分钟,甚至几秒钟去想念你。

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

我又来了=)

5分钟前我们分手了,她说:“再这样走下去,我们还只是会是一条直线,会很闷,或许你喜欢这样的方式,但我不喜欢这样的方式。而且就算我门能一起去美国(同一个地方/大学),我相信结局也是一样的。如果你明年出不了过,我先去了,这么远,而且还要多半年你才能来,天啊。而且我还年轻,我不想被这些绑着。”

“你要的是新鲜感是吗?”
她已五官红透的脸颊还是没翻过来
”我想要stop可以吗?“

”我说过我不会提出这些东西,我会尊重你“

”那好吧“

”你还有什么东西要告诉我还是要说的吗?“

”没什么了。“

她起身走向我家的门,我也起身拿起钥匙。
但在开门前我拥抱了她一下,她也轻轻拍打我肩膀。强忍的眼泪也瞬间全部滑了下来,我还是忍不住在她面前落泪了。我尝试把眼泪搽干,却怎么搽也搽不干。我知道她也哭了。我放开拥抱亲吻了她额头一下,她似乎想要继续下一个动作,但我还是转了声打开木门,铁门,再按开电动篱笆门。
那时真的好难受,自己送走自己的最爱。
她摸了摸我家小狗的头,连平时会吵会闹的它,竟然也安静地看着她走出去。她也忍着不回头走了出去,我在门内小声地喊了声”小心驾车“。

”恩“

我目送她离开,她也带上黑眼镜,头也没转过,驾车离开了。

宝贝,祝福你
我爱你

Monday, June 2, 2008

槟华乐乐记

好久没写部落格了。。最近有了自己的手提电脑所以把照片都蓝牙过来电脑里。。hehe。。刚才从LANGKAWI出来后去吃乐乐。。人家吃咖(jia ka)我们是要吃饱(jia ba)的,结果4个人吃了30多快,嘻嘻=p 不过不是很值得~